So...

Well, happy Halloween everyone. I really screwed myself over today. I can't tell you how much candy I consumed nor the calories. I lost count at breakfast today. I haven't weighed myself since Friday, and I'm so scared to. I did 45 minutes of cardio and yet I still feel like a fat disgusting pig.

My exciting weekend turned out to be not that exciting at all. I think I spent more time doing my hair and makeup then the amount of time we were actually at the Ball. I stayed away from the alcohol and didn't eat all the much. When the cake was passed around I took enough bites to make it look like I was enjoying and eating it. What bothers me is, the first two Balls that I went to were so much fun. Nobody here was really into it. The ceremony was short and the celebration was even shorter. We got there at 5:30 pm and left by 9:30. Such a major disappointment. The only thing this Ball did was make me miss the previous ones that I attended with my boyfriend. He didn't wear his dress blues (he just got out and didn't have to) so the spirit of it wasn't really there anyway. We didn't take any pictures because it was just a big lame disaster. I think the entertainment that I got out of it were some of the girls' dresses. They were RIDICULOUS. One would think that for a very formal event, girls would at least tuck their ta ta's away for just a few hours (the woman I was sitting next too, her tits kept falling out of her dress because it was cut so low, and she was very... well endowed.. it was very awkward especially when she kept touching her date's genitals not even a foot away from me!!!) Some other girls were wearing such slutty dresses that were two sizes too small and probably two inches above their lady parts. They danced awful and one girl, wasn't even wearing underwear. I think by this point we decided that we weren't going to stay (by the time we did leave, there were probably four people there anyway). All I can say is, I did a fantastic job on my makeup and hair, since the previous Marine Ball's that I've gone to, I've always had it done professionally.

Now that November starts tomorrow, I can start new, right? I hope I can get down to at least 115 by Thanksgiving. I keep you all updated. I'll write again tomorrow sometime.

Ciao!