Where is the cold weather?

Today was a good day because I lost another pound. 123.0. At this rate, I'll be at my goal weight of 100 pounds in no time. I also decided that because I hate jogging in public I am going to do aerobics for 30-45 minutes a day and/or jump rope. It's definitely intense and I get a great workout from it. Today I burned about 187 cals while only eating 320. My caloric is a little higher today, but that's okay I guess; as long as I can keep it under 400 calories.

So I finished my letter to my school for my FAFSA, as well as getting the other three letters turned in. It really is a relief to have it all done, yet stressful because I have to wait some more. I hope I hear from them soon.

I talked to my grandpa today. He didn't even know who I was when he answered the phone. He claimed that my voice was off and didn't recognize me. Yeah, I've been having an itchy throat, but nothing that would change my voice. I'm really starting to worry over him because of his Alzheimer's. Hopefully, I can make out to see him in the next few weeks. It just sucks because every time I tell my boyfriend that I will be going to California to see my grandfather, my boyfriend keeps telling me to put it off and he'll put in for leave from work. The thing is, he's been saying that since May. I promised grandpa that even if my boyfriend can't make it, I'm still coming out to see him. He's my grandfather and I have been putting him off for a year now. I also want to meet my new little nephew. My sister's husband is stationed out in California and they will be moving to Oklahoma in 7 months. I didn't go to see him after he was born in March and I feel like shit for that.  I'd really hate myself if I didn't make it out there for the holidays. I'm going to have to tell my boyfriend that there is no negotiating. He gets to see his family all the time and I haven't seen mine for a year. I hope he puts the effort into understanding.

Anyway, I hope you all have great night, or day wherever you're from. I'll write soon. ttyl!